Just stand up

March 2nd, 2009 by armalyn

Everything will be alright, yeah

The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I’m telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can’t go on

I’m telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough (ohh)
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don’t you give up)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don’t give up, just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up (just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life (yeah)
Let your heart be your guide, oh (yeah yeah yeah)
You will know that you’re good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah (alright)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don’t give up, don’t give up, no no no)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don’t give up, don’t give up)
Through it all, just stand up

You got it in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in ya, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in you, find it within ya
Find it within you, find it within
Through it all, just stand up

since i was a child music is one the outlet of my feelings. i think so as to you this song can uplift your spirit again.

everything will be just fine. just trust in the lord. be contented and you will feeling great again.

What happen next..

February 26th, 2009 by armalyn

When the world finally slapped me awake,

Reality does come with a soundtrack. All music comes from truth and it need not always be guitars and pianos and 5 boys dancing in sync. It can be the sound of sunlight streaming through trees or the whisper of hope when he calls your name. It can be the rustle of sheets as your lover gets up from your bed to watch stars fall and it can be the sound of children playing in the rain. And, really, there’s nothing wrong with living your life as if it were a book or a movie. Whatever gets you up in the morning to live another day is okay. Even if it requires the assistance of a pretty-boy front man and a really nice downbeat.

Music is one of the basic thing to remember someone on your past or rather some things that you can’t forget. we can go anywhere in the music we played and enjoyed the beauty and peace that come and go to your ears but always stuck on your mind.

I’m nobody here. but we need to go to reality.I’m a girl, trying her best to grow up without completely hurting herself. So, thank you, for welcoming me into your world and for listening awhile to the mindless nonsense that dribbled under the heading,“what happen next”.

” this is were the part where god comes in to our mind and thanking him for the new world and another lifetime that comes.”

“sharing some details in the whole world wont hurt me.

Last Straw

January 24th, 2009 by armalyn

I am tired of writing about you. I am tired of reading the same regretful lines, the same sad story over and over again. I hate the fact that you make a hopeless romantic sucker out of me. I hate you for making me regret things even if it all happened years ago. I am stuck in a deep rut because of you. I hate you more for making me hope and making me wait for you to come back so we can start all over again.

I am so stupid for believing that somehow, you still feel the same about me. If you really want me back, you should have come for me a long time ago. I was a fool for believing only the things I want to see. I was a fool for nurturing the memories and keeping it alive deep within my heart for years.

I should have known this before—you’re a big coward, a big baby who doesn’t want to grow up. You wasted your time whining and complaining about your life when you already have so much. You masked your fear and cowardice perfectly well. I told myself that your spoiled-brat attitude is a mere manifestation of creative angst, that you’ll get over it in a few years and you’ll make it big someday.

The years has passed. Our lives have changed so much, but not my feelings. Not my goddamn feelings. I’m still in love with the angst-ridden boy I met years ago. I am still in love with the fact that once in my life, somebody loved me the way you did; that I once hurt for someone as much as I did for you.

But you know what, life has finally slapped me awake. You’re totally over me—that I should accept. I am no longer you’re true north; I no longer make you feel as if the stars and the moon exist because of the two of us; I no longer make you feel as if you could fight the world weaponless for me. I am no longer “the one”.

Letting go and moving on for real has never felt this sad and liberating. Admittedly, you’ll always have that softest spot in my heart. No one can ever take your place. I’m quite sure that I’ll never fall in love with somebody the way I fell for you. But that’s okay. Maybe when my life is over, I’d look back and smile at the memories I lovingly preserved deep inside my stupid, young heart. Maybe I wont shed a single tear anymore, and maybe, just maybe, I’ll thank the heavens above for enlightening me and making me understand that it has never been us and there will never be us in this lifetime.

Now I’m convinced that I was never your soulmate, that I was never for you. Maybe somebody out there is waiting for me. Or maybe not. Nevertheless, life should be more than regrets and tears or waiting for something that will never come.

Thank you for the memories.

sometimes moving on is hard but in time you can move on. in time where only God and Heart can know.

What happen next is up to you.

Repleksiyon

December 12th, 2008 by armalyn

“Musta lakad mo kanina? Parang masigla ka ata.” Sabi mo habang naghuhubad ako ng sapatos.

“Ayos lang. Nagkita uli kami.”

“Sino? Ang dati mong boyfriend?”

“Oo. Naghiwalay na ata sila ng girlfriend niya. Nagtext siya sa kin kagabi kung pwede daw kaming magkwentuhan. Di pumunta ako. Parang wala naman kaming pinagsamahan kung di ako pupunta, di ba?”

“Sa bagay. Bakit naman daw ikaw ang tinext niya? Wala ba siyang ibang matext?”

“Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam. Ang dami naman nyang frends. Malay mo miss nya ako?”

“Asa ka pa. Ano naman kwinento sa iyo”

“Birthday niya kasi nung February. Bakit daw hindi ko siya tinawagan. Hindi ko rin daw siya niregaluhan noong pasko. Hindi ko nga siya maintindihan kasi hindi naman niya ako girlfriend. ”

“Baka naman na-realize niya na ikaw mahal niya.”

“Hindi ko alam. Sinabi rin niya yung naging problema nila ng girlfriend niya kaya nagkahiwalay sila. Pumayat nga siya. Parang ang daming iniisip. Pinapatawa ko nga eh.”

“Ano namang pakiramdam noong nagkita kayo? Ngayon lang kayo nagkausap uli pagkatapos ng hiwalayan ninyo di ba?”

“Oo. Wala lang.”

“Sige matutulog na ko. Bukas na lang tayo magkwentuhan uli.”

Napansin mo siguro na natahimik ako. Naalala ko kasi ang mga matang yon. Kahit hindi niya sabihin sa kin. Alam kong iba pa rin mahal niya. Akala ko wala na kong mararamdaman nang magkita kami pero bakit naiinggit ako sa babaeng yun? Noon pinili kong lumayo para makasama niya mahal niya. Pero nasaktan lang pala siya. Naisip ko siguro mabait lang siya sa akin ngayon kasi wala siyang makausap. Pero naniniwala pa rin ako sa lahat ng sinasabi niya. Habang nag-uusap kami gusto ko siyang yakapin. Gusto kong sabihin na mahal ko pa rin siya. Pero hindi ko nagawa.

Gusto ko pa sanang makipagkwentuhan sa iyo pero inaantok ka na pala. Sige bukas na lang kita kakausapin, pagharap ko uli sa salamin.

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Repleksiyon
Contributed by aeromatch (Edited by arwen)
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ 08:00:03 AM

peyups Where Bright Minds Meet

you and I

March 6th, 2008 by armalyn

You and I
Will past away someday
But the love we come to share will never die
It will live on and live

My love, your face is all I know
Our sunrise is my sunset
I touch u and I touch the sun, warmth and light,Source of all life.. I revolve around you.

Our love endure through the years
and taunting others will know of
it for a love is like a song and
in this song we shall live on and
live we will..

For forgiveness to triumph over hate, Hope over despair

It is a choice to hold on to life to go on

It is not a promise for promises are easily broken
It is a vow edge in my heart one that I should live by…

For you

And if god should do so much as find our path again
In another time, in another life.. I should love u still
I should love you till all your tears are gone…